Why does it always come back?
Just when I had started to feel that I am alive again
Then I got my warning

Dont try to understand what I mean
And dont ask
Not even if you are a close friend
Cuz then you should know

To make it short
It really hurts
Not just for the moment
It hurts all the time
And when I think it is gone
It doesn't take long before I feel it going through my body again
And again
And again