From what I know this is a blog for me to write what ever I want, and it is not a law that you have to be happy everyday, if it was, i would brake it every single day..
So this is what I am thinking and feeling right now..

To be honest, I can't sit here anymore knowing that you soon will be taken from me. I feel powerless and I'm so hurt.. Everytime I think about you, my tears start falling, knowing that the time is near, the time when you will be taken away from me. That day I' going to cry, more then I do now, that day are going to make a hole in my heart, a hole of emptyness